You Are So Beautiful to Me

Today this song doesnt leave my head.......why is it?

You Are So Beautiful to Me
(Joe Cocker)

You are so beautiful
To me
You are so beautiful
To me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful
To me

Such joy and happiness you bring
Such joy and happiness you bring
Like a dream
A guiding light that shines in the night
Heavens gift to me
You are so beautiful
To me

About the airplane accident in Brazil

I feel so sad with what happened today in Brazil, that awful airplane accident, so many people who died.......and their families who were already there in the airport waiting for them, and suddenly this happens, oh my God it must have been so painful for all them.......

a few days ago, brazilians had such a great joy when the Chirst Redeemer statue was elected one of the World 7 Wonders, so happy and proud they must have felt, i also was happy for them, because Brazil is our brother country..........and today this horrible accident happens........all the country is now crying for all the victims......

it seems people have no right to be happy........it seems they must pay for the good things they have........is this fair?

sometimes life is so, so unfair :-(

i wish all those people who died today are now resting in peace, and i wish all their families will be strong enough to handle all this pain they are feeling now......

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Emerald Wave

A beautiful image for today, i found it in internet, its called Emerald Wave.....

maybe the best image to stop a bit and enjoy it and forget all things in our lives that annoy us......and only feel the beauty of this sea.........the silence of an image that says so much......

goodnight to everybody who spends a little time of their lives reading my messages in this blog :-)

My birthday message........

I need to write something but dont know what, im just feeling so bad, im feeling sad, i want this day to finish quickly, im not enjoying this day, im so fed up of everything, i wanted to go away forever, i wanted to hide somewhere and cry the whole day, im not happy with me, im not happy with the world, i feel lost, i feel im being silly, im stupid, im getting old and the world doesnt need me, its hurting my head and im tired of crying, where is my rainbow? where is my sunshine? where is my reason of living? what am i doing here? why my nights are so dark? where are my stars? where are my angels? theres a music somewhere but i cant listen to it.....why?......i feel im walking in a desert for days, months, years, and i havent found yet a simple drop of water.......im thirsty, im so thirsty......people say theres a fountain somewhere, a fountain with fresh water, but i know theres no fountain, and even if i find one, i will realise its dry.......and it never had water in it, i know it........dreaming about something i never had, dreaming about something i will never have........does love exist? i dont believe in love.........wheres happiness? theres so much pain in this stupid world.......in this moment, so many people hurting so many other people, so many innocent children crying............so many people being cruel to so many animals........so many trees dying and dying............stupid world where i live, im so tired of everything, im so tired of me, im hating this day, why theres a day where people celebrate the day they were born? only very special people should deserve a day like that, where they will be surrounded by people in which lives they have made a difference........ive not made any difference in any people life.........world isnt better with me here, world would be better without me here, but ive no courage to go away..........im so selfish, im breathing an air i dont deserve, i dont belong to this world........."the language of love" Robbie Williams said now in his song Misunderstood, whats that? birds are singing outside, maybe thats the only language of love........

i think im needing a hug right now........

The little prince - Chapter 6

Oh, little prince! Bit by bit I came to understand the secrets of your sad little life . . . For a long time you had found your only entertainment in the quiet pleasure of looking at the sunset. I learned that new detail on the morning of the fourth day, when you said to me:

"I am very fond of sunsets. Come, let us go look at a sunset now."

"But we must wait," I said.

"Wait? For what?"

"For the sunset. We must wait until it is time."

At first you seemed to be very much surprised. And then you laughed to yourself. You said to me:

"I am always thinking that I am at home!"

Just so. Everybody knows that when it is noon in the United States the sun is setting over France.

If you could fly to France in one minute, you could go straight into the sunset, right from noon. Unfortunately, France is too far away for that. But on your tiny planet, my little prince, all you need do is move your chair a few steps. You can see the day end and the twilight falling whenever you like . . .

"One day," you said to me, "I saw the sunset forty-four times!"

And a little later you added:

"You know--one loves the sunset, when one is so sad . . ."

"Were you so sad, then?" I asked, "on the day of the forty-four sunsets?"

But the little prince made no reply.



happy birthday to me...........

About my birthday tomorrow :-(

So tomorrow its my birthday, one more day in my life, one more year, me getting older and older, and when i look backwards i realise how silly has been my life, how little i have made in this world.......most people make a difference in the world, starting for making a difference in other peoples lives, but i feel i have not been making any difference in any life of all people i know...........i believe all people i know very easily would live without my presence in their lives......and maybe some of them would feel really reliefed with my absence, i feel it :-(

usually my birthday is always my favourite day of the year......because in that day, i feel a bit special, my closest family and friends remembering me and calling me to wish me a happy day, or giving me nice presents, and writing to me cards with sweet messages, or making me wonderful surprises.....or simply being with me and giving me all their love.........and then the "cake moment" when i feel really special, everybody clapping at me :-) also in that day i know i dont need to prepare anything, as it happens in other parties, where i always have lots of things to organise, and i feel always so responsible if i forget something or somebody lol

but this year, dont know why, i feel my birthday will be really crap.....i know im being unfair because my family who loves me so much, will be here with me, as they always are, always, in the good and in the bad moments, i know it..........but im not talking about them, im talking about me, i feel my stupid dark clouds decided to invade my heart and they wont go away, specially in my birthday.........ive this sad feeling that something very important to me is missing, its always missing, and how can i feel happy with that?

its funny how my life is like a jigsaw, and in that jigsaw of 3.000 pieces theres a little piece missing.......and instead of being happy with the 2.999 pieces i already have, i insist on thinking only about the one thats missing.........is this fair?

i know its my fault, i should fight against this feeling, i should try to do something, but i simply cant! i feel i needed something that would give me enough strength to make a difference not only in my life but also in the lives of the ones around me..........

and time keeps passing, years keep going, and here i am in the middle of nowhere waiting for nothing..........and one day its too late, i will go away and in my last seconds i know it, i will regret all my life, all my feelings, all my thoughts, all my actions.........but it will be too late and i wont have more time to change things, to change myself........

and the world will keep turning round as if i have never existed........

and people will keep living their lives as if i had never made part of them......

will anybody really miss me when i will go away?

Feel

One of Robbie Williams best songs, so romantic and beautiful and so touching :-)

and i love the lyrics because they say so well what im feeling in some moments of my life.........

i will post here the lyrics and a video of his amazing performance in Knebworth, and i will dedicate it to a very, very special friend whos very far, but its always on my mind :-)

FEEL

Come and hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given.

I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language,
I don’t understand.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.

I don’t wanna die,
But I ain’t keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
I’m preparing to leave her.

I scare myself to death,
That’s why I keep on running.
Before I’ve arrived,
I can see myself coming.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.

And I need to feel real love
And a life ever after.
I cannot get enough.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in,
I got too much love,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.

I just wanna feel real love,
In a life ever after
There’s a hole in my soul,
You can see it in my face,
it’s a real big place.

Come and hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living,
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given

Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.