ok, here it is: sometimes it happens to everybody something like this...you are afraid of hurting or upseting somebody you love too much and you know you cant show your real feelings, i mean, you are not feeling happy, something is hurting you, but you must show to that person that everything is fine with you....thats not easy, but the one you love wont realise how much you are suffering...and that person wont suffer with you...
so, is this fair? not only you feel unhappy but also you are obliged to play a hard role and maybe you are "lying" to your friend...but if you show that you are not feeling well, the one you love will feel bad too.....and if you know that person isnt well because of you, you will feel even worse!
life is a bit complicated, isnt it?
who knows which is the right time to be who you are, to show what you are feeling, to tell what you are thinking???
maybe we should never hide our feelings, as very young kids do....they are not afraid of opening their hearts, of crying if they need to, or of laughing if they want to....
animals dont think neither about what they are feeling.....they always show what is in their hearts, always...
well, i think its time to go to bed, its too late and my brain cant think lol
sweet dreams to anybody whos there
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